where is my heart?

⁷ I will praise the LORD, who counsels me;
even at night my heart instructs me. - Psalm 16


god is never weary, never tired. so when he comes into my heart of hearts, he becomes this ever-present counselor. he is the guard on the watchtower that never sleeps, even though i sleep. and he continues to talk and work inside of me while i rest, whether that rest be physical, mental, or spiritual



¹⁰ I seek you with all my heart;
do not let me stray from your commands.

¹¹ I have hidden your word in my heart
that I might not sin against you.

¹² Praise be to you, O LORD;
teach me your decrees. - Psalm 119

where is my heart? what does it really desire? what does it rejoice in? am i guarding it and seeking what is best for it with my actions? are gods words not only at the tip of my tongue and in the back of my mind, but in my heart?
i feel like i need jesus to be my doctor and do a checkup on my heart