fail.

" 3 Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?" - Matthew 7

well crap.
hey god, im sorry. i still suck. im disappointing myself (not to mention you) and i need guidance. and i know you are all around me, its not like you arent speaking or guiding already. just help me be more receptive to you

im trying, i promise.