"You therefore must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect." - Matthew 5:48
haha. me, perfect? i wish. i despise being mediocre. at anything, really. it is my biggest pet peeve, and yet i find myself stuck in it.
to have such potential and yet let it go to waste.
to be so close, yet so, so far.
to be seen, but not remembered.
liked, but not loved.
good, but not great.
alive, but not awake.
passing through life like some sort of semi-solid, translucent, ghost. almost tangible, yet still a shadow, still just a memory of a memory.
but maybe that's what i'm supposed to be. perhaps that's where god wants me, and if so, i hope i can learn to accept that.
god, i feel very alone tonight. show me my worth, be my companion, and fill this empty heart.
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ReplyDeletehey, stumbled across this.
ReplyDeleteit's really cool to see how amidst chaos and craziness you still depend on God and talk to Him. (:
Whenever you feel mediocre, as if you're just living a routine, remember that God thinks you're amazing and considers you his prince! We're practically royalty because we're his children!
And I know for a fact that many people love and adore you, but in the end what matters most is that God love us like crazyyy and that we should love him and everyone else.