"38 He said to them, "Why are you troubled, and why do doubts rise in your minds?" - Luke 28
the possibility of living here on earth and upon reaching death, finding nothing. that perhaps i lead a life no different than that of an animal, to be born, live, and die. nothing more. to know nothing of life on earth after my passing. the prospect of living a life for a purpose that leads me to the same end as every other being on the planet. it is doubt. and it scares the hell out of me.
the exact opposite of Muses' "Thoughts Of A Dying Atheist," i guess.
it makes me search a million times harder for my creator, for any fingerprint of his on this life to prove that im not crazy, that im not chasing after the wind. it makes me re-examine my spiritual experiences to determine what i truly believe.
it is a healthy doubt, i suppose.
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an untested faith, is a weak faith
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