i still miss you every day

and that probably isn't going to change.

The Beginning

^"1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.

² Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.

³ And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. ⁴ God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness." - Genesis 1

everyone knows this passage, christian or no, but it deserves to be known. it's the most epic thing ever! and fun fact: "let there be light" is our school motto. anyways, the verses obviously show god's unlimited power. if he wants some light in the freakin universe, he gets it. so why do i have trouble trusting his power to bring light to a puny thing such as my life, my existence and experience on this puny planet? i think it's awesome that god not only created light, but saw that it was good, and separate from darkness. however, it doesn't then follow that darkness is bad, rather that it is just the emptiness of good. it is empty, void of anything. i don't know where i'm going with this anymore to be honest, just speculating.

time for more sleep, and more finals.

if i am to be a light to the world, i need help opening my closed eyes to the light you give to me.