Episode IV: A New Hope

" ¹⁷ It so happened that after Pharaoh released the people, God didn't lead them by the road through the land of the Philistines, which was the shortest route, for God thought, "If the people encounter war, they'll change their minds and go back to Egypt."

¹⁸ So God led the people on the wilderness road, looping around to the Red Sea. The Israelites left Egypt in military formation.

¹⁹ Moses took the bones of Joseph with him, for Joseph had made the Israelites solemnly swear to do it, saying, "God will surely hold you accountable, so make sure you bring my bones from here with you."

^20-22 They moved on from Succoth and then camped at Etham at the edge of the wilderness. God went ahead of them in a Pillar of Cloud during the day to guide them on the way, and at night in a Pillar of Fire to give them light; thus they could travel both day and night. The Pillar of Cloud by day and the Pillar of Fire by night never left the people." - Exodus 13

it's weird to be at home right now, and not be in the day7 community every sunday and tuesday. but it is good.
right now im moving into life after high school, into freedom and college, but that means im leaving home and comfort and what i know. for now i need to trust that what god has waiting for me is the best thing possible. im finding other ways to relate with god and be in his presence outside of church, which is important. i hope that continues and develops.

i think its funny that the israelites prepared for war, expecting to travel through the Philistine's land because that was the most direct and logical path. yet god knew their hearts and that they couldnt handle battle. i see them fresh out of slavery, suited up and ready for battle, traveling in formation right toward the land of the Philistines. and then god's all like, no. and he does his thing and leads them his way, the best way. and he is everpresent to them. and it is the best way, the best good.

god, please be my pillar as i set out. take my expectations and smash them if they arent in accordance with your will. you know the depths of me, even what i cant understand. surprise me, take me where you will, show me that you are with me, and i will praise your name.