huh?

wait...


how did this happen?
i promised myself to not let this happen. crap crap crap.
i dont know what to do! am i hypocritical, or just moving on?

this does not feel anything like last time. maybe thats good, maybe thats bad, im not sure.
am i past the point of turning back? i dont want to hurt again and, more importantly, i dont want be hurtful.
i really dont know whether to go gung ho for this or just call it quits to err on the side of caution. one thing is for sure, being passive is not an option. not this time.

godddddd, please grant wisdom. pleasepleasepleasewithacherryontop